Moving on… gets difficult, cos I feel
cornered. I am inside the four walls without any savior. Though I have you why
do you make me feel this way?
Or am I out of
mind and hence driven by craziness.
Yet one honest
question which I want to ask you but could ask is this, am I asking you too
much to live for. Just understand what I really feel, all I want is not money
for money alone cannot bring you happiness. I want those comforting words,
caring and understanding heart. For which I feel you stopped showing these
days. I am also a human and I need these foods to lead a basic life.
I really wanted
to ask all those questions, but I don’t want to hurt you by asking them. I know
you are also in difficult phase of life. I write this cos, this is the present
space available for me to vent my thoughts. I leave the rest to almighty cos
only he can comfort me.
I feel empty cos,
u started to maintain the space.
I still remain like
a fool without even realizing that you have gone too far taking your own space.
Now I don’t know
what to do and lost interest in life.
Silent prayer to
my Lord, please save me, please take away all the miseries from ours life.
